There is something dark in all of us.
You disagree? Well I beg to differ; we may not all have evil
ways lurking behind our exterior facial expressions. We do however have a thing
called curiosity and a morbid fascination with death, tragedy and things that
are dark.
Dom Joly recently published his book The Dark Tourist where he travelled the world visiting places of
genocide, murder and horror.
He visited Auschwitz, The Killing Fields, Chernobyl, Rwanda
and even the grassy knoll of JFK fame.
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Banners, flags and t shirts with words of love, loss and sorrow adorn the railings at Ground Zero |
No matter how peaceful, enlightened and calm you are.
Everyone will turn there attention to bad news and disasters.
You cannot help it; it is only human to watch as the TVs of
the world show scenes of carnage on the streets of Damascus or Colonel
Gadaffi's body as it is brutally beaten and then put in cold storage for the
world's media to see.
We are just made like that and watch in shock and awe.
Some are more inquisitive however and visit these places in
what has become termed Dark Tourism. The term was first coined by Professors
John Lennon and Malcolm Foley of Glasgow Caledonian University in the 1990s.
It is a subject that has debatable values.
Some arguments say that it is exploitation. Others say that
it is educating and teaches us of the wrong that the human race can inflict
upon each other.
I have visited three such places and had very mixed
emotions.
Auschwitz in Poland, the Killing Fields and Tuel Sleng
prison in Cambodia and lastly Ground Zero in New York City.
Each one affected me in a personal way and each one made me
want to know more. It made me want to understand why this happened. Surely this
is a good thing if it makes a person ask questions.
Dark Tourism is good if it is educational. Teaching the
young about the horrors of the past and why we must never repeat them. It can
also be exploitive where traders flog rubble from the twin towers on the
streets of New York to make a quick buck.
I visited the site of the world trade center now called
ground Zero in 2002. Under a year had passed since the attacks and it was a
very sombre and chilling place. I was moved by the t shirts, posters, banners
and pictures of hope and love on the railings. This at the age of almost 20 was
my first real taste of Dark Tourism and it felt strange to stand here.
I know I needed to go there and see the place. I was in New
York after all and it felt like a pilgrimage to pay my respects to an event that
the world watched live on TV.
Teaching youngsters is a great thing and using the money
collected from entrance fees to build schools, hospitals and other worthwhile
projects is also commendable.
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An almost 20 year old me and some travel companions at ground zero |
This however is not always the case. Putting the New York
rubble sellers aside for the moment I want to turn my attention to the Killing
Fields at Cheoung Ek.
There are rumours that a Japanese company will buy them and
raise the entrance price. I do not mind paying to go inside as long as my money
goes to a good cause. Not a corporate machine.
How can you put a price on the fact that when you walk
through the killing fields if you move your eyes from the fluttering
butterflies that fill the air and look down you may see you are standing on a
human tooth.
Bones, clothing and teeth literally poke out of the ground
there. It is a harrowing reminder of how brutal mankind can be.
I travelled to Cambodia in 2012 having previously been there
for a short period of time in 2007. While I went off and saw places of beauty
such as the majestic temples of the Angkor archaeological park I felt it was my
duty as a human behind with a conscience to visit the Killing Fields and Tuel
Sleng prison otherwise known as S-21.
When I arrived at the prison I was shocked by how close to
the rest of the city it was. Literally it was in the middle of a quiet suburb
of the capital Phnom Penh.
It was originally a school and was converted in to a prison
when the brutal Khmer Rouge regime under the leadership of Pol Pot came to
power.
Their vision was to bring Cambodia into a farming middle age
which they called year zero.
During their reign of terror countless people were tortured,
killed and disappeared.
What makes your eyes open in disbelief is the fact that some
leaders and officials are still alive and up on war crime charges in The Hague.
Only last week Leng Sary one of the Khmer Rouge’s leaders
died while on trial for genocide. The 87-year old was accused of persuading
exiled Cambodians to return to the country and then organising their mass
killings when they returned. A purge of intellectuals. He denied the claims up
until his death on March 14th.
From 1975-79 the regime ruled with terror. They reduced a
once thriving country to dust.
Cambodia took a long time to recover and the scars in
society are still evident.
I walked into the prison and suddenly felt cold. Barbed wire
rusting in the heat and moist air covered the windows. A little old man hunched
over a table sold copies of his story of incarceration under the Khmer Rouge
regime inside a hut.
It was quite odd how tourists posed with him and he smiled.
But behind his smile was a man who must have seen the worst kind of terrors
imaginable.
There is one thing in Tuel Sleng that makes you take a deep
breath and clench your teeth. It is not the skulls in jars of victims long perished,
it is not even the tiny cells where the prisoners were kept in their own filth.
Nor was it the painting of torture scenes including throwing babies into the
air to bayonet them.
The one thing that made me shudder was the blood stain on
the floor. A thick stain still dark and almost crusty. It had been here since
at least 1979 and made you bow your head in shame at what we can do to one another.
I left the prison feeling cold even though the sun shone and
the air was moist.
The Killing Fields are a little tuk tuk ride out of the
capital. En route you pass loads of gun alleys where for a fee you can shoot
anything from AK 47S all the way up to bazookas. It is a lucrative business and
one that the army seem to be cashing in on.
It didn’t feel right to me to visit a place of mass killing
and then shoot a gun. I do admit that I went to a gun alley but I went before I
visited the Killing Fields. I am not sure why I went, maybe it was my attempt
at pretending to be Rambo for 5 minutes.
When you arrive at the Killing Fields and are greeted by a
large stupa. This stupa is filled with skulls from victims who were taken here
to be killed. For that fundamentally is what it was; the last place many poor
Cambodians would ever see. This lush farmland was transformed into one giant
grave.
Women, children and even babies were not spared and some of
the horror stories that you read on the signs made a tear well in the corner of
your eye.
This is where I saw the tooth on the ground and a fragment
of cloth poking out of the dust. You stand still and can hear the hum of other
people’s audio guides as you let the breeze hit your skin and a butterfly
settles on your arm.
There was a sign saying that you should not pick up the
bones because every so often they collect them all and place them in a communal
grave or a box. The longer you stared at the ground the more you saw, the more
they jumped out at you and the more your mind raced with thoughts all
culminating in the word ‘why’?
How can we as a race do things like this?
Cheoung Ek is now a quiet place; a place of reflection. The surrounding
grounds however hold a dark story.
The trouble is that when it rains the ground is washed away
and a whole new assortment of remains become uncovered.

The undulating ground is now lush with plant life but
lurking below the surface no one actually knows how many people died here. In the
past the decaying bodies would exploded in the heat and cause the earth to move
and swell.
There was a large tree of the chankiri variety; large and imposing
and supply shade. This however was used to smashed children and baby’s heads
in. They saved the bullets for the adults and didn’t want the children to grow
up to avenge their parent’s deaths. A truly savage thing to do.
Cambodia is a beautiful country but their near past is a
harrowing story of pure evil. You leave there having been through an emotional roller coaster.
Auschwitz near Krakow in Poland in my opinion should be a
place all school children should visit. It is a lasting memorial to the horrors
of political ideology gone mad.
The Second World War killed an estimated 60,000,000 people
and shaped and scarred the planet and still does now.
I went to Auschwitz with two friends on a cold February day.
There was no snow on the ground but you pulled your jacket closer to your neck
and your brain could not imagine having to walk barefoot here like the poor
souls who perished here had to.
I am not going to go into the evils of what happened here,
everyone should know about the full details. What I want to talk about is the
fact that somehow the place felt slightly too tourist attraction.

I must admit I did get a photo of myself in the drill yard
on Robben Island, but in it I am not smiling. Here in the Polish cold it
suddenly all felt very surreal.
We had come here to pay our respects and experience it in a
way that was educational and almost as if it was something you as a human being
should do.
Others I suppose just see it as another part of the tourist
trail.
In the end you know if it has affected you or not. No one
else can tell you what to feel.
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